In other words, according the Ashley, she would not have wrote the dairy if she was not suffering from PTSD due to “being a victim of a crime in my early twenties”. She claims that she wrote the diary “as a part of her efforts to heal” following that crime.
In a section with the heading “hypersexualized at a young age” she lists things that made her that way. “Showers with Dad (probably inappropriate)” being one of them.
Unless of course you think being hypersexualized at a young age isn’t traumatizing?
First…There is no “section” for “hyper sexualized @ young age”. The dairy entries are not sectioned off that way.
Second… you don’t have any idea if everything after that statement is the trauma she might of experienced. The next sentence after “showers with Dad” is “being turned on when I am not supposed to”
That doesn’t sound like trauma.
Again this is a lot of wild speculation and imagination.
an example of the hypersexualization bought on by sexual trauma just like showers with Dad
What this is, is you still attempting to explain it all away
BTW, why would a stream of consciousness put “being turned on when Im not supposed to” right after “showers with Dad”? You ain’t doing Joe no favors here.
There is no sectioning on that page of the page. There is on the next page.
You said everything after “hyper sexualized @ young age” is a list of traumas. That can’t be because “turned on when I’m not supposed to be” is not a trauma. Could be a result of it… but the trauma itself
I’m just not imagining things that aren’t there. Stick to facts of what is in front of you.
You have this tendency to make ■■■■ up. Don’t do that. Calling you (and anyone else) out on that isn’t defending Joe… it’s setting the record straight so that we can discuss the merits of what is actually written.
It’s stream of consciousness. You answered your own question. There is not particular structure or order when writing or speaking in a “stream of consciousness”