If they don’t even matter to any person in their life, why would they to God?! I can’t do this anymore.
Am temporarily on my own due to death of FIL. Husband is outside the country. Daughter is with grandparents in another state.
So yesterday kid (13), is pitching a fit & absolutely hates me because I won’t indulge her wish for a pair of in style ripped jeans. Says I’m never there for her, and she can’t talk to me about anything, unlike her other friends with their moms.
Failed to get a return phone call from someone I value, & it was to discuss two business matters. Will try with someone else instead.
Not a drinker in years, but realized I hadn’t done 12 step, or any other counseling, in years, and really, haven’t been improving my life. Decided to give 12 Step another try.
With family chaos being something of an emotional drain, I did as advised & used a phone number to talk to another member. Now the individual made some valid points, but did anyone see “Mrs. Doubtfire”? The scene where a dour applicant for the housekeeper position was interviewed?
“I don’t do windows, don’t cook meals, won’t play any games, can’t tolerate this, don’t like that”, & Sally Field’s character terminates the interview. I felt with this individual like Sally Field with the dour job applicant.
I really don’t matter to anyone. Why would I to God?