Then you have a filter in place and you need to spot it and correct it.
You can certainly make the argument that there is more needed to be definitive and perhaps in time that will happen.
But to see nothing indicates you cannot see what is in front of you, and you should be concerned about that. I know you’re being honest here, but in all respects your perception is skewed and as an adult that should alarm you. Reality should not be optional, nuance should be.